I'm just so happy with my life and contented with what I had and have now. Life has been wonderful for me all the while. Ups and downs of course but that's what make it so good for me. Ever since I started my life in kl 5 years back, I've been living life that I always want. I did what I'm interested in, I have great friends, I have great experiences, I have done all the thing I wanted to do (ok. most of it).

I just love the great feeling of achiving targets/tasks that I set for myself. And I know if i were to die today, I don't die in vain. I've so many wonderful memories that go with me. You know, it is so motivating, inspiring and encouraging when dreams come true one by one, day by day.

I've not been updating the blog for a while where I should be blogging on my trip to Chagar Hutang, Prom Night and Askar Wataniah. But laziness just got over me so much that I've put aside them for so long. But everytime I look through the photos again and again, the photos never fail to touch my heart. The experiences simply bring me further to what I have overlooked in my routine life. It reminds me to be grateful, to be thankful of just everything. Old saying, life is short and indeed it is.

Hi Thi Hoai!

It took me almost a year to complete this because I was not aggressive enough by some reasons. Finally right after CNY, I've made my first payment for the sponsorship programme using the ang pow's money. And within 2 weeks I received an envelope from World Vison which contained the details of my sponsor child and other information of this programme.

Thi Hoai is 4 years old and she loves singing, dancing and reciting poems with her friends; according to her letter to me. Ha. She seriously looks like a boy to me when I first look at her picture. She looks troubled. Not smiling not posing like other kids. But I'm sure she will in her next letter to me =). I've yet reply her letter and I'm going to do it soon right after I start my new semester. I pray that she will stay happy and healthy all the time and will lead a better life with the help of WV. But sometimes I wonder why arent there many people doing this as with little token from us it makes great changes to people in need. If all the rich men were to donate only 1% of their property I bet poverty do not exist anymore. I want to visit Thi Hoai one day! =)

we used to. but now we don't anymore. it's been so many years since we last talked. it's been so long for not receiving any call/sms from you. and you never replied to any of it. it's been so long for all. but i'm stil thinking of you all this long. hoping that we could talk again. we could be friends again. and that i could pass you the present that i kept for you. never i can tell you all this again. how long it gonna takes for u to take me as friend again. it's been so long. and i'm stil waiting.

3 years of waiting

And finally I made it there. Sekinchan. A place where I wanted to go so much. A place where different people had made their promise to bring me there but nothing happened eventually. Now, I finally get to strike off this long pending dream.

Some day after the exam, there was this strong urge in me that it was time for Sekinchan now. I have the time, I have the man, I have the car, I have every reason to go Sekinchan now. Called up Kimv if he is willing to bring me there, called up Sunny and Nick if they want to tag along. and YES for all!=)

So here we go!

Thrills and excitements were all over me. I just couldn't believe the scene right in front of me. It was so beautiful that it somehow seems unreal. You couldn't see the other end of the paddy field. It was soooo broad and wide.The sun was burning hot. and who cares. We snap snap snap. Snap snap snap and more snaps! Every angle every pose. The green and golden paddy field. How could someone resist it. We totally ignored the sun and we had splendid fun! But i got bad sun burnt. You see, there's always a price to pay for all the good thing.

Thank you guys for bringing me there. Thanks for fulfilling my so-long dream. I love you all!

Rumah Kanak-Kanak Tengku Budriah

Here we go! I've been wanting to do this since 4 years ago and it was such a great feeling that we did it well. Rumah Kanak-Kanak Tengku Budriah is a shelter home for the children who has been abused, abandoned and orphaned.

There was about 100 kids joined us at our activity. It was really chaotic. They were so energetic that we hardly could control over them. But I was surprised that they were concentrating so much when they were doing the handicraft activity. It was so impressive and encouraging. They yearned for our attention. It's so sad to know that they are actually being victimized. They are all so cute and how could someone bear to hurt them that way. There are babies and pre-school kids as well. Only time will tell for what their future hold for them. And it's another blessing in disguise that they are under care of nice people now. =)

Gunung Stong

My third hiking experience. The bag was heavy this time with all the food they stuffed in my backpack but somehow I didn't feel burden out of it. Kinda used to the weight I guess. Surprisingly, I felt better this time with an opened heart. I tried to let go of everything that was jumbling in my mind and heart. I knew I have to let go.

It seems that the person who came into my life or any new friend that I met with (who we clicked really well) are sent from above from Him. And He has been looking after me , I know. With all the courage and strengths that I feel from Him, I move further. Everything happens for a good reason.

Back to abseiling, we did the dry abseil from the waterfall. It was not as easy as what I thought initially but eventually, it was not as tough as I thought anymore. I managed to slow down my pace and enjoy the way I was tied up to the ropes and the whole surrounding.

What I love about hiking is that I really get to know myself better and more during and after each hiking experience. The best thing of all was I received a little surprise from myself every time from the trip. The force from nowhere was so strong that it made a change in me. Somehow I was wondering to myself; for how long will I keep this force going like this. But right now I know it is still moving! =)

30 Hour Famine 2008

The camp was carried out differently this year as we spent the first 26 hours in UTAR where the D.I.Y camp was organised by the Psychology students. I was so saddened with how the whole camp was being conducted by a bunch of inexperience and ego people. It was simply a big let down. I should not expect too much from them but I thought it supposed to be an educational camp that touches the heart of all participants? The Emcees suck! The programmes Sucks! The facilitators/helpers Sucks! The president Sucks! The vice-president SUCKSSS! Can you imagine that they actually had the game instructions hand-written and with mistakes all over? All in all the camp was just so not professionally done! I'm truly disappointed.

No matter how bad the situation turned out to be, the three of us managed to get entertained with their actions and were laughing our ass off. HARD!

My groupmates whom I only talked to 3 out of 8. Ok. I am a freak.

We spent the last 4 hours at the Bukit Jalil Hockey Stadium where all participants from all over the country gathered for the final countdown. And that was when I feel all the excitement and feeling that I was looking for ; the power from everybody! I really love this kind of feeling when everybody gathered together to do the same meaningful thing and the spirit of making things happen.

I love what I'm doing and I'm going to do this again next year =)